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I've never had a best friend.

Close friends, yes. I have a few. But I can't name one as my best friend. And I don't know anyone who would could me his/her best friend.

From kindergarten to high school, I jumped from peer group to peer group, trying to see where I would fit in the most. It was only in high school that I stayed with a group for more than two years.

I try to think why it's been that way for me. I was trying to fit in. And also, I have this tendency of getting tired of people. I suddenly wondered if I had commitment issues even with friends.

But I'd like to think I'm improving on it. Still no best friends. But I'm exerting more effort to keep in touch with people. Being surrounded with more friends I'm getting to know myself more.