the one that got away

I need a new crush.

Because without one, I think about "the one that got away" (TOWGA), and it's not healthy. Somehow I feel that my crush on TOWGA has been blown out of proportion by my own freaking brain. My imagination's in overdrive.

I watched "What's Your Number?" this afternoon. (It was a pretty bad movie, but Chris Evans is HOT!) In the movie, Anna Faris tracked the 19 guys she's been with, with her mind set that one of them is actually the one.

Watching it, and knowing deep down, it doesn't really make sense to get back with someone when it really didn't work the first time. So why bother?

TOWGA... he's hot. He always was, he still is. But... he's an example that it just stopped in the physical. I'm trying to remember how he was as a person and I couldn't remember anything significant. I just remember how cute he is.

So I need someone who can override his memory. Now. Someone who isn't just a pretty face. Someone who has more substance and makes me laugh.

Where are you?