Friday, August 26, 2011

not okay with it

Some of my classmates are starting to tease me with NDG3. I was telling my friend, it doesn't matter what others think. As long as I know I didn't think there was anything to that movie and dinner hang-out.

I thought I was okay with it.

But who am I kidding? I don't like being linked to some guy that I'm not interested in. Somehow I feel that if I get linked to someone, any other potential guy would back out. Or is that stupid thinking?

I remember I dated a guy during my college years. He was from the same college, and I guess some of our common friends got hold of the news. They teased me about it, but I honestly didn't mind then. Because for that short time I was into the guy. And it was even sort of kilig to be teased.

But this time, it bothers me.

And I made a pledge in my earlier post. And I started today. We've hung out after our Friday class for a couple times now. So this time I made up some excuse I was going to meet someone, and that I had to leave asap. I always made it an excuse that I was going to kill time after class so the traffic would be better. But since I left after class today, I realized traffic wasn't so bad after all. I could do this from now on until the sem ends.

And hopefully the teasing would stop.


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