I've never been in a relationship, but I've experienced semi heartbreaks. If I already took those badly, I wonder how I would handle a full-blown one.
I admit I over-think things. So I probably set myself up to get hurt. My latest semi-heartbreak hurt both my pride and my heart.
I didn't even see it coming. I met someone I thought was interested in me. I was infatuated. My over-thinking mind started hoping this could be it. After a year of dealing with frogs, this might just be the prince I've been waiting for.
I was over the moon. I was grinning like crazy. Every love song felt applicable.
But I didn't hear from him for a few days and I started to doubt. Until for a couple of days I felt depressed. My hope was piqued a couple of times. Then I mentally got mad at him for playing me. Then I practically gave up and convinced myself that I might as well let go and move on.
Until I see a picture of him with some girl. Who knows who she is to him. It took me another week to recover.
Everything happened in just a couple of weeks. I was asking myself if I would want to do it over again. I've got mixed feelings about it. But I've learned a couple lessons on the way. And I've learned to love myself a bit more. So I'll just chalk it up to experience. I'll be ready for my real prince.
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