I grew up surrounded with people from all walks of life. I've grown up with my own share of insecurities. I try to learn how to get over them, but there are instances that trigger them to come out.
I went to an event today. And I met a guy who was tall and cute and charming. I just met all of them in the table I ended up sitting in today, but he made an effort to bring me into the conversation. He has political and showbiz connections, so I guess I just took the opportunity to meet new people. But it made me think that no guy with that stature would be interested in me.
I know it's not a healthy way of thinking. I have to learn how to get over that.
But he didn't ask me for my number. But why would he? Maybe he's dating someone, or I'm just not up to par with the celebrities he's dated. (Okay, okay, insecurities are coming out again).
I guess it's just a matter of finding someone who I could connect with, and I would feel that we deserve each other and that I would forget my insecurities. I just hope to find him sooner than later.
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